Some two years ago, I bumped into a medical channel of someone (we would call Mik) who talked with kids, and I was like this is exciting. It would be 8 months later and found another channel talking about Christian stuff and this was disconcerting as I taught, I was because my music suggested to me seemed like it had not been mine for a while before this event (we would call this channel, May) and then the last one but not the least, a true knower of the word but nonetheless joining in the atrocities (we would call this knower Matt).
Each I liked for different reasons it seems, I was physically attracted to the first one, emotionally attracted to the second and mentally attracted to the third. All through finding about these three people and the channels they ran; I discovered they had prior knowledge of my likes and dislikes, and I reasonably knew nothing about them. But I had previously been told as I was reading the scriptures that nations would come to my light before the event happen. As I was discovering that it was a game to get me soaked in? So, I did not pay any attention as I had been warned that the internet was a joke.
Until it became real, with a proposition being sent to me and the funny thing was when I prayed, and God said yes. And I am like, but this person is calling me names; and I read this passage:
Acts 10:13-17 New King James Version 13 And a voice came to him, “Rise, Peter; kill and eat.” 14 But Peter said, “Not so, Lord! For I have never eaten anything common or unclean.” 15 And a voice spoke to him again the second time, “What God has [ a] cleansed you must not call common.” 16 This was done three times.
Its three times for 3 people it seemed. These were wild beast it seemed God wanted me to eat. “He saw heaven opened and something like a large sheet being let down to earth by its four corners. 12 It contained all kinds of four-footed animals, as well as reptiles and birds.”
Apparently, these where wild men God was asking me to kill and eat. I did not understand until the ordeal of my struggles was to stop. Apparently, the first guy pleaded on my behalf to stop the torment on me and prayed, (by the way he notices everything that I do, riding a bike, crying and even my baby picture but was wild as the other 3). Apparently, these guys were wild as Nebuchadnezzar, and I was to choose and kill them to eat. I did not understand until yesterday, when I read 1 Chronicles 28, that it was not literally to kill them as the term implied it was to choose who would die to self and create a perfect temple. I only just understood what God meant that David had shed innocent blood and could build a temple, but his son had to. So, these 3 guys it would seem had the same outlook as Solomon. I was only to choose one to die to self. And I remembered when the scripture told me: I should choose the 1st guy, who knows if you can change the unbelieving man. The idea from God was that he needed me to choose one to convert and all this while I did not understand; I taught they were trying to play games with me but what God wanted me to do was to choose one to convert. A thing I only just realized because I started realizing since I choose without knowing, the scripture was saying if you must eat, eat in faith but if you don’t eat in faith; it is sin.
I had opened David’s plan for the temple more than 10 times and this morning made it 11, I did not realize that I was to prepare one of Gods son to build a temple not made by hands. God apparently chose Solomon to be his son:
He said to me: ‘Solomon your son is the one who will build my house and my courts, for I have chosen him to be my son, and I will be his father. 1 Chronicles 28 vs 6.
Solomon is a type of man with many women and these men all fit this description and God wanted me to choose one to give a plan to build a temple with. The irony is about 8 months ago, when all this drama was going on I read a scripture asking me not to marry outside my race and that when Iss, a friend of mine showed up in my life, and I asked him why he had romans 8 on his WhatsApp, he said he prayed. Now, he was more open saying he struggled with same symptoms of the other 3 guys, as well and had a girlfriend with a history going around. So, all 4 where unclean but God was telling me to kill and eat. I have no idea; if I even choose any but he keeps asking me to give a plan, resource to build a temple; a thing I do not know how I can do this. Quite frankly, I’d rather not help any man or give them any plan because Men can be very wicked and making them too wise is not good. AS their carnal nature dominates and sin flows through… seeing ISS reminded me why men are dangerous and even God called them wild beast. Who would trust a beast! Numbers 27:1-11, Joshua 17:3-6
I am reluctantly helping the second one, but for the idea, he can’t see God and a person who cannot see God how he can build a temple for God? so I can only say as David says be strong and do the work; do not be discouraged nor afraid. And I wonder why through this second persons healing process; I was being affected by it; a thing that doesn’t concern me, so I decided to pray for him, and I have been, since if it affects him, it affects me, so I say Solomon be strong and do the work of God. He has chosen you to do the work of God. 1 Chronicles 28: 20. Women have the capacity to render aid, to succor, to give strength – Mon ami this is what strength looks like buried in weakness and raised in strength.
Takeaway
It bothers me that crazy and messed up men can pray to God and he answers them.
Also, one doesn’t have to be holy to get favor.
If it was just easy to give strength to build temple, to succor and render aid because can’t they just get strength for themselves.
I am glad this is over for whatever reason; I am to give a plan for a temple id try my best but not at cost to my well-being or peace. I guess Jacob wrestled with God and prevailed! SELAH!
Apparently, I am to give some details, plan, vessel and resource for someone to build a temple of which I am not humans are greedy but then isn’t everyone.
I guess it’s the one that perseveres to the end that wins! so God wins.
Ron Kenoly – Sing Out (Live) Album: Sing Out, With One Voice Written by: Paul Baloche and Ed Kerr
Sing out
The Lord is near
Build him a temple here
A palace of praise
A throne of thanksgiving
Made for the King of kings
Sing out a joyful song
His love goes on and on
When praises abound His glory surrounds us
Build him a temple here
Sing out
The Lord is near
The Lord inhabits the Song of His saints
And lives in their praises
We come to worship Together as one
With music and singing
Psalm 135: 3 Praise the LORD, for the LORD is good; sing praise to his name, for that is pleasant.
As the lord draw near sing out!